One of my emotional battles..
I dont know..... I DONT KNOW!.... OMG.. I felt it.. But it came... I tried to prolong it But it came... What can i do to stop it? ... It came..
Ive never felt the way i feel about her, FOR ANYONE!.. but BUT BUT!!!!!!!! ...... Thinking about this hurts me so much.. I dont want to go through with it as it is.. I just want things to be good like it all was.. When things were just beginning.. But now as the days go by.. I begin to realise... That things.. Just cant.. Go back.. and as time comes.. Things begin to reveal themselves.. and you just need to figure out.. How to handle it..
I dont know what to do or say.. Just hide everything away..and smile..
I dont want to go to sleep.. Not tonight.. Not right now.. I just need someone to hold me tight.. and cry with me.. Feel my pain.. My heart.. Breaking away.. From this world.. To the next.. I let my soul.. take off and float away... and let it go... watching as it flies away... ... ...
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